I have never shared this with anyone before. The night after Davey was shot I went down to the hospital chapel all by myself. I walked up to the altar and laid facedown on the cold tile. And I begged God for a miracle.
It was becoming increasingly obvious that Davey needed a miracle in order to stay alive.
So I begged. I have no idea how long I laid there, pleading with God.
At this same time, my husband, Dave, was walking up and down the crowded hallway outside of Davey’s hospital room, asking everyone to pray for a miracle.
There were also three waiting rooms downstairs filled with people – many of them praying with us, asking for a miracle.
Every hospital hallway I walked down was filled with people – most of them praying with us, asking for a miracle.
In my mind, I see a huge hand reaching up out of the roof of the hospital, stretching up to heaven, asking our God who holds life and death in his hands to reach down and touch Davey.
Hours later we received our answer.
And the answer was no.
No more smiles and jokes from Davey.
No more fun and games with Davey.
No to watching my grandchildren grow up with their father’s arms around them.
No to watching Davey and Kristen grow old together.
So many no’s.
There’s a reason why we all listened to Hilary Scott sing “Thy Will” at Davey’s funeral. Because we asked for a miracle for Davey and God said no. He has a different plan than we do.
Every day I am reminded that God has a very different plan than mine. Standing on the rock of God’s love and trusting that he has many great tomorrows waiting for me, I move forward……
– not knowing where this is going.
– not happy about the reality that I now live in.
– not understanding why you and I have to travel this path.
We go on, taking our broken hearts with us. We listen and watch as God reveals his plan, one step at a time.
And we are gradually identifying some of those steps. One of them is the David Glasser Foundation which started off with a bang last weekend partnering with PLEA in a fantastic golf tournament. There were thousands of smiles and hundreds of hugs – a lot of love. Davey’s foundation is all about spreading that love around in a very practical and tangible way to people who need to understand that our Police Officers are the good guys – they are part of the solution, not the problem. The vision is to close the divide and build relationships between our community and law enforcement officers.
The foundation is going to create non-policing opportunities for our Blue Family to show how much we care about our communities and our city. We all know we care – otherwise why would Police Officers do what they do? Why would our blue families and friends support and sacrifice if we didn’t care?
We’re all going to have more opportunities to show our love in fun and important ways through the David Glasser foundation.
There is a lot of fun and love on the way………
Is that our miracle?
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